noite dificil, o alcool levou-me a melhor .. estava noutra dimensao, passou-me tudo pela mente .. as mais loucas loucuras ou os piores momentos. rendi-me ao choro, nao me censuro, "um homem chora quando tiver que chorar". estou bem livre de criticas alheias e nao culpo o alcool até porque ja continha esta frustração por demasiado tempo.
Portanto .. here is a little lyric that came to my head in the edge of the situation:
"Of all the things I believe in
I just want to get it over with tears from behind my eyes but I do not cry
Counting the days that past me by
I've been searching deep down in my soul
Words that I'm hearing are starting to get old
Looks like I'm starting all over again
The last three years were just pretend and I say
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I love
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
I still get lost in your eyes
And it seems like I can't live a day without you
Closing my eyes till you chase my thoughts away
To a place where I am blinded by the light but it's not right
It hurts to want everything & nothing at the same time
I want whats yours and I want whats mine
I want you but I'm not giving in this time
Goodbye to you
Goodbye to everything I thought I knew
You were the one I loved
The one thing that I tried to hold on to
When the stars fall and I lie awake
Your my shooting star"
