you've got the love

Amor,

Hoje abri os olhos, vi a vida como nunca a tinha visto antes. Nunca tinha visto tanta cor a meu redor, terei andado cego ?

Os meus pés doem-me, olha para trás .. andamos tantas milhas, num unico caminho, na mesma direcção, amor. Quero que saibas o quanto és hoje, o quanto serás amanhã e futuramente. Não largues a minha mão, por enquanto.

O céu está em tons alaranjados, consigo ver o sol ao longe. De mãos dadas, meu amor, vamos andando sem pressas, ao nosso ritmo. Estou seguro do que estou a fazer, nada mais poderia ter. Só te vejo a ti,

your love is my drug

you're the only exception (?)

"maybe I know somewhere deep in my soul that love never lasts and we've got to find other ways to make it alone. keep a straight face and I've always lived like this, keeping a comfortable distance and up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness because none of it was ever worth the risk.

I've got a tight grip on reality but I can't let go of what's in front of me here and I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up leave me with some kind of proof it's not a dream. well you are the only exception and I'm on my way to believing"

U for some, H for others

"Now it's the last day of school
Everyone thinks this day is so cool
But not for me
For it is today, that I see
How dumb I'm being, acting
While I'm hiding, last year we'd be talking

The last day, last year,
You said goodbye, and now we're here

Will it ever be the same?
Will we ever just sit and talk, it used to be that way
Now I'm not sure it can come to be
For I am no longer the old me

I am shy, I am weak
Seemed to have broken my good-boy streak
The thing that keeps me going everyday
Is that you look past all that and see me, the old way
You see me, and I see you, what's the problem, then?
I don't know, but I want to be the best friends we used to be"

got my mind made up

"When i'm alone in my room
Sometimes i stare at the wall
And at the back of my mind i hear my conscious call
Telling me i need a boy who's as sweet as a dove
For the first time in my life, i see i need love
There i was giggling about the games that i had played with many hearts
And i'm not sayin' no names.
Then the thought occurred, tear drops made my eyes burn
As i said to myself when am i gonna learn?
I can feel it inside, i can't explain how it feels
All i know is that i'll never dish another raw deal
Playin' make believe, pretending that i'm true,
Holding in my laugh as i say that i love you"

you know I can use somebody ..

someone like you with a countless love. someone who can drive me really really far, beyond my dreams and city lights .. someone who can hold my hand real tight and speak numerous words that will sound like soft music in my ears and consequentally will make me dancing in their own beat.

someone who enjoys art and will paint me naked or abstract, who loves music and share with me the numerous music styles

someone like you ..

made up my mind

this was the final last call

carimba e faz: NEXT

this is war

I stumble on stick and stones, make a new path with the idea of watching a brand world. I'm balancing on the edge of the earth, believing that I will always stand my posture in order to not fall down.
I belive in nothing but the beating of my heart, aware of time and space. It's the moment to live, it's the moment to die, it's the moment of truth and the moment to lie .. it's the moment to fight! I do belive in the light, so I raise my hand up to the sky and when the fight is done and the war is won, I move toward to the sun. The war is won, it's a brave new world

shrinking universe

If I turn my back I'm denfeseless and to go blindly seems senseless. If I let go my pride and let it all go on, they'll take from me till everything is gone.

How do you think I've lost so much ? I'm so afraid .. I'm out of touch. How do you except I will know what to do ? When all I know is what you tell me to.

Don't you know ? I can't tell you how to make it go, no matter how hard I try, I can't convince myself why I'm stuck on the outside. I ask "why?", but in my mind I can't rely on myself

carta que nunca te escrevi

Hey,

Hope you're doin fine, never eard from you again .. where are you ? Sometimes I lay on my bed wondering if you ever think of me, the things we've been through, the endless nights where we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late, the trips we've never done, when we got high and laughted of the world around us.

It's been awhile sweet heart .. everyday, I stop and stare to your window and realize that you're not there, just an empty house whit a board that says "FOR SALE", I tried numerous times to get in there but I just can't. Altough something always brings me back to you, over and over again, it's like a 180º round that always ends up at the 360º.

But whatever, I just want you to know that you're no good, why do you keep on making promisses that you just can not keep ? I fucking wonder and realize that you talk a lot of shit for someone who kissed my lips, who touched me like no one couldn't .. every night under the sheets I feel like you're there, your smell, your body, FUCK YOU DAMN IT !

What a drag it is really .. the shape I'm in right now, a lot of cigarretes cause I can't get no sleep, there's nothing on the TV or radio that means something to me.

You do no good, but that's okay .. I should have known better. I gave you my confidence and all my faith in life and you said that in the morning you would be here, where are you ?! where are you damn it !? CAN'T GET MY HEAD AROUND YOU !

This is the letter I never sent you, best luck

Lots of love

till summer comes around

Hey, I'm writting to you cause you forgot your pack of cigarretes .. Well, I never got any letter from you. How are you doing ? I'm missing you, the town is empty but ..

I close my eyes and one more time, we're spinnin' around and you're holdin' on tightly. The words came out, I kissed your mouth, no Fourth of July has ever burned so brightly .. you had to go, I understand but you promised you'd be back again and so I wander 'round this town till summer comes around.

and I close my eyes and you and I are stuck on the ferris wheel rockin' with the motion, hand in hand we cried and laughed knowing that love belonged to us girl, if only for a moment .. forget it.
But now the winter wind is the only sound and everything is closing down till summer comes around




Miss u,

head over feet ?

I am aware now .. I've never wanted something rational but one thing you can be sure of: if it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened, if you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself, if it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much.
Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family, we best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse. This could be messy .. but guess you don't seem to mind so we'll fast forward to a few years later and no one knows .. expect the both of us and I have honored your request of silence

"te amo" .. (don't means I Love You ?)

ja esperei por ti .. dias e noites seguidas, luares que so sabem o quanto nao dormi, o tempo que esperei por ti no parapeito da minha janela. comunicação por telefone nunca resultou, deitares as minhas expectativas por agua abaixo tambem nao .. queria dizer-te tudo ou entao nada, as vezes queria que morresses .. so pra sentir um dia melhor (nao sei).
nunca consegui entender o teu olhar .. tem tanto por dizer, é como que se dançasse às luz de velas com cheiro a caramelo-canela, merda para ti. deixas-me sem dormir, fico enterrado nos profundos lençois da minha cama a pensar e a cair cada vez mais .. o mundo gira tao rapido e nao consigo arranjar equilibrio para chegar a mim !!
Ja nao entendo a palavra "amo-te", sugas-te todo o significado que havia em mim .. nao ha dicionarios que me ajudem, nem beijos que mo façam sentir. Acabou .. custou tanto a entender, mas hoje vejo que sempre estaremos de passagem e que nunca irei entender o "Amor" como a 1ª vez, obrigado. Amo-te

nsg

se te voltar a ver .. entregas-te vestida ou nua ?

you know ..

the rest is still unwritten ..

just breathe

eu nem sei se é amor ..

I kinda thought that I'd be better off by myself .. I've never seen the word love so personified as I do with you and that is why I just can't let go ? And I would only be fooling myself if I tried to believe there's room for someone else in my heart. There ain't no way I'm getting over you I don't know what I've been trying to prove, I'm hopeless, helpless when it comes to you ..