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Hey,

Hope you're doin fine, never eard from you again .. where are you ? Sometimes I lay on my bed wondering if you ever think of me, the things we've been through, the endless nights where we spilled our coffees and stayed out way too late, the trips we've never done, when we got high and laughted of the world around us.

It's been awhile sweet heart .. everyday, I stop and stare to your window and realize that you're not there, just an empty house whit a board that says "FOR SALE", I tried numerous times to get in there but I just can't. Altough something always brings me back to you, over and over again, it's like a 180º round that always ends up at the 360º.

But whatever, I just want you to know that you're no good, why do you keep on making promisses that you just can not keep ? I fucking wonder and realize that you talk a lot of shit for someone who kissed my lips, who touched me like no one couldn't .. every night under the sheets I feel like you're there, your smell, your body, FUCK YOU DAMN IT !

What a drag it is really .. the shape I'm in right now, a lot of cigarretes cause I can't get no sleep, there's nothing on the TV or radio that means something to me.

You do no good, but that's okay .. I should have known better. I gave you my confidence and all my faith in life and you said that in the morning you would be here, where are you ?! where are you damn it !? CAN'T GET MY HEAD AROUND YOU !

This is the letter I never sent you, best luck

Lots of love

till summer comes around

Hey, I'm writting to you cause you forgot your pack of cigarretes .. Well, I never got any letter from you. How are you doing ? I'm missing you, the town is empty but ..

I close my eyes and one more time, we're spinnin' around and you're holdin' on tightly. The words came out, I kissed your mouth, no Fourth of July has ever burned so brightly .. you had to go, I understand but you promised you'd be back again and so I wander 'round this town till summer comes around.

and I close my eyes and you and I are stuck on the ferris wheel rockin' with the motion, hand in hand we cried and laughed knowing that love belonged to us girl, if only for a moment .. forget it.
But now the winter wind is the only sound and everything is closing down till summer comes around




Miss u,

head over feet ?

I am aware now .. I've never wanted something rational but one thing you can be sure of: if it weren't for your maturity none of this would have happened, if you weren't so wise beyond your years I would've been able to control myself, if it weren't for me you would never have amounted to very much.
Just make sure you don't tell on me especially to members of your family, we best keep this to ourselves and not tell any members of our inner posse. This could be messy .. but guess you don't seem to mind so we'll fast forward to a few years later and no one knows .. expect the both of us and I have honored your request of silence